I know it’s a little late but I haven’t had the opportunity of writing a decent text sooner so I’m gonna do it now (better late than never, right?) There are so many things I’d like to tell him. Like how amazing he is, how caring he is, how awesome he is. It seems like it’s always in moments like these that words fail us and we are not able to say what we want or what we think this person would like to hear. I know he’s most certainly not gonna see this since he doesn’t have this social media but I just wanted to thank him, from the bottom of my beating heart, for being the person he is and has always been. A person I couldn’t be prouder of. He has helped me through the BIGGEST shitstorms and other stuff that happened in my life, even if he doesn’t know it, and I look up to him in a way that I’ve never looked up to anyone. If only he knew how much he makes me smile and how much he means to me. I admire the person he is, and I believe that he’s one of the strongest and bravest people I’ve ever known. If I were him, I don’t know what I would’ve done last year. I’d probably lose my mind. And he stood still and he stood strong and that’s so fucking admirable. I wish people could understand him, he’s one of the most misunderstood people in Hollywood and he has the biggest heart – a heart made of gold – and perhaps that’s why sometimes he’s the one who has to put up with the craziest shit. He taught me that it’s okay to be my weird self, he thought me that there is so much more to life than money and fame and glory. He taught me there’s love and there’s people who will love you and support you no matter what. Words can not explain how much he means to me. Words can not explain how much I love this man. I hope he’s having a blast today, and again, happy birthday Colonel. ✨?